hanging by a thread

i have to make a big decision in my life,

whether  to continue or forget all about it.

seriously its enough.

i have no intention to do so. i'm just afraid of losing u.

how im supposed to tell u the truth when u eazy ...
there is so many things happen lately until i can't swollen it one by one..
i need u like before u need me or everything, but somehow now u seems like far away
it's not eazy for me to get a bit appart from u , honestly u are a bit different from before,
i didn't say i dont like the changes, but i need time to accept it, so when u saw , feel im a little bit mood swing
u should give time to me first before u want to says anything.

one day

sometimes this house feel like a prison, that i juz can't leave behind, there so many rules have got to follow, coz u won't let go, don't want to heart it, and i juz can believe it, all the stupid things u said..but one day i won't take this anymore, one day, i'll be old enough to do to do what i wan to, i won't have to run away, and u won't be there to say i'm not allowed to one day, sometimes i wonder if u know me or if u juz pretend to care, so tell me are u in a mission to bring me down? i don't wanna hear it, and i juz can't believe it all the stupid things u say but one day, i won't take this anymore, one day i'll be old enough to do to do to do what i want to, i won't have to run away, and u won't be there to say im not allowed to, one day,go away, don't look at me, cause were not the same, and u can't do nothing, u can say that is not okay but i'm not afraid and u can't do nothing, but one day i won't take this anymore, and u won't be there to say i'm not allowed to one day.

3D

have you ever feel headache when u wear a 3D glasses?
i don't know why i feel headache. haha. lost focus to point on jack sparrow :P
last night got watch with my younger brother, he is so excited, in the car he act like jack sparrow and i like
barbossa. lol. love to spending time watching movies with my younger brother.
and the next words he will says to me after finish the movie, okay, later we watch other movies ! there is a lot of movies are waiting for us. haha. :)

dear peeps,
when u get mad to ur love one even he or she did a stupid mistake ever will you call him or her so fucking stupid, or all the f words.
maybe when we get so pissed off until all blood from the vein feel like to blow off,
so its okay right in relationship, but huney when u in exclusive relationship i suggest u never ever use f words to ur love one. it will damage all the sweet memories u've been together. now i know how that feel, fell mad, pissed off, blood blow and all that stuff. but i never ever says crap to someone, bcoz for me, thats horrible even you mad like hell, in the middle of hearing some voices, i heard another voices in my heart saying i do it enough, i can do it again not anymore. i stop here at the end of the road, i feel the emptiness of my soul , heard the sad voices in my mind, touches the death grass in my wet hand. god make feeling of happiness to everyone,its up to u how u want to use it. but i think that feeling is already death in me, still can feel it but it seems to be appart.

from the bottom of my heart,
just so u know, im sorry.
the only person who know what is goin on is me, bcoz the only one who knew is myself.
bcoz i doing so many craps until i can forget each one of it.


ps: this is only a expressing from someone to express themself.

kung fu panda 2 ! :)

yeahhh, finally get to watch kung fu panda 2 yoo :D
love furious 5, especially po :)










lord shen


master storming ox


wolf boss


love kung fu panda 2 so much, so cute watching po when he was little , so adorable :)
there have some part when i started to felt sad ,the scenes where father bonding with son.
ohh, so sweet po and his father pig.
at last all the evil force successfully ended by PO inner peace, lol:)
have a blast time kung fu panda 2, will watch it again !